Ease

Went to watch the latest Harry Potter film yesterday with Guo Jie, Adwin, Jun Hao, Hardy, Nick, Andy, Hui Ying, Hui Shan and Jac. Not a bad show, 8/10 rating? Still prefer the 4th and the 5th films. Hui Shan slept by the way. Haha...

Emm, just realised friends are sometimes not forever. Perhaps that only accounts to me, considering my bad impressions haha. But I guess it's really true. I can be a good friend to you for years during secondary school days and all of a sudden, things can change so violent and rude. Haha. Like what Andy said, you have to toss away the old ones so that you can get new ones. Haha. Anyway, he didn't regard the theory to friendship but I think it's quite the same la. Things can happen so fast that I wouldn't think of that to happen. I feel relieved though. Anyway, these things again, perhaps only apply to me. I prayed and waited for His answer. Won't stop waiting.

For many years, I liked this girl. Haha, quite a funny story. She had so many boyfriends that I couldn't possibly remember. I don't know why I liked her either. She had been one of the easiest-get-angry girl in my class. Always argued with her in class. I argued with everyone by the way. I still liked her. Would try my best to release her anger. I didn't know why. Just felt happy to be with her.

I had this bad habit too of getting angry easily but I supposed I "changed". In doubts right, Tham? I don't know either. Now that I looked back, I wondered why did I like a girl like this. Perhaps the world was too small for me that time? A secret crush since standard 3. There was always this feeling of heaviness to forget about it. A few weeks ago, I put down the heart in loving her and I felt the ease. Now I'm developing love towards a new target. I no longer cared about her. I don't hate her anyway but I realised a few days ago, she never changed. She is still the sensitive and unforgiving girl. I hate this bad habit now for so many years in my secondary school, I held to this bad habit and it ruined my life. Hope that God will help her la.

As of the bad habit I said just now, I'm still working on it. Give me some time.

Joo Fei